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Post by ROYAL LEVI SINGLETON on Feb 16, 2010 15:43:03 GMT -5
ROYAL L.SINGLETONEVERYTHINGYOUWANTEDTOKNOWANDMORE.------------------------- made by emmy at caution.
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Post by ROYAL LEVI SINGLETON on Feb 16, 2010 15:48:43 GMT -5
DEARJOURNAL, This is so fuckin’ retarded. I’m not fuckin’ crazy. I don’t need to be in an insane asylum. This journal thing is stupid too. I wouldn’t be doing it if these damn nurses weren’t standing over me. haha I hope they read this and leave me the hell alone. Whatever. I’m not doing this anymore. LOVE & SPACESHIPS,ROYAL.
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Post by ROYAL LEVI SINGLETON on Feb 17, 2010 15:34:43 GMT -5
DEARJOURNAL, So far day two isn’t that bad. I feel a lot better than I did. Mostly because of they shit that they’re giving me. But I’m worried about my hair. It needs to be dyed again. I wondered if they’re going to let me do that? Oh and I pretty damn sure that I’ve lost about 20 pounds from throwing up so much. The new meds that I’m on make me sick. Apparently they think that the old meds weren’t working. But that’s not really it. I just don’t like taking pills. My stomach just growling at me but I don’t really feel hungry. Actually I really want a shot to jack and a cigarette. Are we allowed to have those? I really hope so or else I’m going to be really grumpy. I don’t think even the meds will help that. LOVE & SPACESHIPS,ROYAL.
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Post by ROYAL LEVI SINGLETON on Feb 20, 2010 10:11:07 GMT -5
DEARJOURNAL, I haven't written in a couple days. Mostly because I've lost track of time. There's really no calenders or clocks in this god forsaken place. Everything just kind of blurs together. Nothing particularly interesting has really happened since I've been here. Well maybe that's not entirely true. I did get busted with heroin. They pretty much interrogated me about where I got it. haha Like I'd tell them anything. Man, that's funny. It's to bad they don't think it's funny. Bummer. Oh and my mom came in to talk to me. I hate that she feels the need to explain why I here. As much as I hate admitting it to myself and as much they think I don't know, I really do know why I here. I just hate that I'm ...here. LOVE & SPACESHIPS,ROYAL.
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Post by ROYAL LEVI SINGLETON on Feb 21, 2010 18:12:41 GMT -5
DEARJOURNAL, I refused to take my meds today. All they did was slap me on the wrist and tell me I couldn’t Leave my room. That, or course, was fine with me. I’d rather not leave my room anyway. LOVE & ROCKETSHIPS,ROYAL.
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Post by ROYAL LEVI SINGLETON on Feb 22, 2010 19:24:58 GMT -5
DEARJOURNAL, I am extremely frustrated...in every meaning of the word. I need someone something to do. LOVE & ROCKETSHIPS,ROYAL.
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Post by ROYAL LEVI SINGLETON on Feb 27, 2010 12:42:13 GMT -5
DEARJOURNAL, I think some of the other people here think that I’m a bulimia case. haha. But seriously, if I saw someone who looked like my I’d think the exact same thing. I’m already really skinny and the medication that I’m on curves my appetite as a side effect. I HAVE NO CLUE WHY THEY PUT MY ON THAT SHIT. Apparently they think I’m a fatty fat. Oh my nurse lady and I made a deal. She said if I go outside every day for a week that she’ll buy my hair dye and cigarettes. Of course I took it. My hair’s been looking rather sad for weeks and my lungs feel like they have less tar on them. And besides I could really use some sun. I’m getting pretty pail. I’m not so good at pulling off really pail. LOVE & ROCKETSHIPS,ROYAL.
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