DOWNING, emily anne

[EMILY ANNE DOWNING]

Name: Emily Anne Downing
Age: 22
Gender: Female
class: med risk
Birthday: march third.
Face Claim: Kerli Koiv
Height, and weight: 5'4
Personallity:

Emily is quite the character - she practically has two different people inside of her.

One side of her is the aggressive, stubborn and rebellious side. This is the personality that comes out when she feels like everything is going too well for her; she is in a constant search for discipline and pain. She doesn’t get the euphoric kick out of love and life if everything is just hunkey dory, so she has the rebellious look that will produce punishment from her nurses and masters.

However, once you earn her trust, or have cracked her shell or broken her, her other side shows. She is relatively obedient and will do practically anything asked of her so long as it doesn't involve too much effort. She is also quite flirty, and is easily won over by romantic gestures, gifts and treats - whether it's literally food, or being allowed a glimpse of freedom.

Over all she is a very secretive character, who likes to keep people guessing. She plays 'games' with everyone she meets - they just don't know it yet.

Illness:

Extreme paranoia works along with her past history of masochistic behaviour. The patient has attacked herself on multiple occasions creating wounds and scars on both her forearms. her fascination with human anatomy is more than dangerous because she uses it to hurt herself in ways that the high risk patients wouldn’t even figure out. She is very dependent, and clings to one person when she finds him, becoming his slave until death or she is sold (in her mind she is sold).

Masochism -with the constant abuse in the house it is apparent that the father is the cause of this disorder.

Family:

Elizabeth Mae Downing - Adoption Mother
Tony Ryan Downing- adoption father

Bio-parents are still unknown even to authorities.

History:

“I promise to be yours forever, submitting to your will for I am your property my love. May the punishment and love I receive be done to me through your hands and wishes.” The words came from a shill petty woman, a woman forced into submission by the humiliation of her incestuous fantasies. The father beating and spanking her was the cause of these sexual fantasies, but it was her who had the fantasies and therefore needed to be injected to the abusive relationship of marriage to the Downing character. No one was to blame for this uncommon union between two people, her father, and mother both were in agreement that this was not the answer and that the man standing at the altar was a bad man, hurtful to women of all shapes and sizes. “I promise to love my husband with everything that I am, and will never disobey him without accepting the punishments: even if those said punishments are death” she continued, like a well rehearsed speech. Tony Downing just smiled, knowing that she would be his in a matter of moments and there was nothing that the families of both could do about it. Soon the two were married, and started their “wrong” relationship. The bruises hiding behind makeup as the years went on and soon enough Elizabeth Mae was no longer a pretty face in the crowd but a nightmare of broken bones and dreams. It was time for a drastic change. Because of the abuse, Elizabeth could no longer bare children, a natural act for women, and one that was stripped from her by the acts of her husband, but that was not going to stop the lonely woman. Elizabeth Downing was going to adopt a child with the guidance of her husband, and the decision was a pretty eight year old girl named Emily.

Emily began her life in the Caldor Institution, with her mother and father leaving her at the hospital where she was born. The adoption agency in Germany cruel to their children made the girl fucked up in the head before she was even visited by her soon to be parents. There she was abused by the others with their words and comments, falling into the part of the martyr. Not making her time there anymore shortened or easier to live with. So sad little Emily. White hair, pale skin from the beginning, a freak to those who knew her and a nobody to those who saw her. It was like she was nothing from the very beginning, until she was eight. The American couple, the Downings came to the agency only two weeks after the girl turned, seeing every child in the place not knowing what they were looking for. Because of their uncertain vision of a child the couple looked and looked and then they found her. Her bruises and broken expression would fit perfectly into the dysfunctional family. It took just over a week for the adoption process to go through and Emily to be brought from Germany to the small town in New Hampshire.

She found a world there filled with lies and pleasure. She almost copied the same position that her mother was in the home, becoming dangerously connected sexually with her father and his habits. Like monkey see monkey do the little blonde girl fell into the position of the masochist, loving the pain that filled her every time she did something wrong. School came and went. Emily was brilliant, a freak of nature to the students who stayed far from the bruising child. By age eleven she was reading Shakespeare and theories from Karl Marx. Academics were perfect, however when it came to crafts… she would cut herself badly to be taken away in the ambulance. After that she wasn’t allowed to use scissors and was later made fun of by the other students. By age thirteen Emily left the public school and was enrolled in an advanced school where she met a boy, a boy like her father.

This is the first instant in Emily’s illness can be traced to the events that followed the tragic meeting of the one named Mac. He was abusive and treated her just the same as the way Emily’s father treated her mother. It was the relationship that made her life come together, and start the process of self-destruction. The relationship lasted only a short while, with the bruises that began to show on her arms and face –and every other part of her body- Emily’s own abusive father stepped in like he was her protector. She was taken out of school and put into counselling and homeschooled, both that were nothing but damaging. Not only did she get nowhere with the pompous asshole of a therapist he found more things wrong with her that required heavy medication, and at home she was schooled into the joys of masochism by her mother and father’s behaviour at home. No longer was she a little girl, but instead… a young adult finding it hard to deal with the struggles of medication and abuse. She needed to run away, and that only caused more problems. At the age of nineteen she ran away which led to punishment, punishment that she liked, and until being committed to Aldridge Emily became a handful for her parents looking for the only retribution that she found pleasant –pain. “There is something wrong with her, and I don’t think that we are doing anything for her while she lives around us” Her father plead to the therapist, his only suggestion was the resort and there she stays.

Likes&Dislikes:

Likes: Being beaten, pain, rain, collars, and geometry wars.

Dislikes: Being carried, lies, cake, meat, and portal?

Roleplayer Name/ Alias: H A L E Y FTW!
Experience:

5 years

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