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Post by AKIRA & SHOU TANAKA. on Nov 25, 2009 8:45:12 GMT -5
Today my parents dropped off me and Shou. I cried real hard the entire time the nurses took our things to make sure we weren't sneaking stuff in that we weren't supposed to. Shou tried to comfort me. It didn't work. We went outside and I played on the swings. I felt better after.
They never said what I had to write down, or why. I just know that I got in trouble for not doing it yet. And I cried again. Then Shou yelled at the nurse and it made me giggle.
: ) [/color][/font][/b] Akira[/blockquote][/font][/color][/b] |
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Post by AKIRA & SHOU TANAKA. on Nov 30, 2009 23:11:23 GMT -5
I got yelled at for not writing again. I don’t want to write in this every day. It’s no fun.
What is fun, is that me and Shou met a boy. Shou says he fucked me real hard and I think it felt good. Better than I had from someone else in awhile. I hope we get to meet him again. He was fun to play with. Maybe next time we can drink some of his blood. He looks like he'd taste good.
Shou’s on new meds now. It’s making him throw up lots. I don’t like that noise or smell, it’s icky. I wish they wouldn’t make Shou take those meds. He’s getting too skinny. I’m scared. I hope they change his meds back. [/color][/font][/b] Akira[/blockquote][/font][/color][/b] |
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Post by AKIRA & SHOU TANAKA. on Dec 12, 2009 21:17:38 GMT -5
Things in here are so ruteen. I ‘m going to go crazy in here. Mom, Dad, why did you leave us in here? Come and get us please, we promise we’ll be good! We’ll be the sons you always wanted, just please! I can’t stand it here anymore. I can’t stand the way the nurses look at me, and the way they touch me. I don’t like it when they take Shou away, and he comes back smelling like... Well like... S-E-X.
I’m sorry – we’re sorry for whatever we did, please just come and get us and we will be good! All I want is to be at home, and for things to be good again. Please? Don’t let us stay here no more! I need my mom, I need my dad, I need my home! Please, this place isn’t fun no more. It’s no place, please, please, please... Come an get us, please.
[/color][/font][/b] Akira[/blockquote][/font][/color][/b] |
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Post by AKIRA & SHOU TANAKA. on Feb 23, 2010 21:43:19 GMT -5
I has not written in a long, long while. I dont know what to write bout. Everytime I think things are getting better, they get worser. Now Shou’s in solitary and the darkness hurts me. No ones here to stop it no more and it makes me cry at night now. Just nothin seems write no more. No ones here to save me now, I dont think Im gonna last much longer. Please make Shou come out soon. I miss him holding me and treating me like Im the best in the world. Everyone else treats me bad, like Im a toy, even the nurses... Im not strong, I wish someone would help me. [/color][/font][/b] Akira[/blockquote][/font][/color][/b] *This page has been ripped out and eaten by the darkness.[/color] |
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