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[DULCIE LORELLE JACOBS]

| I'LL SHINE UP MY OLD BROWN SHOES
I'LL PUT ON A BRAND-NEW SHIRT
I'LL GET HOME EARLY FROM WORK
IF YOU SAY THAT YOU'LL LOVE ME |
xoxox

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Dear D, [/color][/font]

So...not really sure what to right write. I've never had one of these before, and yeah...idk. >.<

It's day 2 of me being here. Not much has happened.
Not that it really can.
Because there's fuck-all to do, and it's fucking shit.
I'm too stay in my room for another week, 'cause they want to see how I do on my own.
But I guess you already know that, don't you D? 'Cause your you're not me talking talking to another part of myself. You're me talking 'they.'
(I'm sorry if I've been rude. I know I've just implied to you that I'm bored, but I really do appreciate what you do give and do for me.)
I think I'll continue to call you D. I hope you don't mind! D:

I guess I'll get down to buisness business. (sp? That word's always been hard for me.)


I haven't been very hungry. Like, not just today. This has been going on since Aunt Irene took Blair away. But I'll try to eat it all anyways.
I've also had trouble sleeping. And like, 70% of the time I end up dreaming of him, my mom, or one of my other ex's.
Occaisonally my friends are in them too, though usually they're only there for bit of the dream -usually helping me find one of the people above. I don't even have to ask, they just know what I need. Haha, even in my dreams they're so helpful and wonderful to me. <3

I miss them all.
God, I wish they were here. All of them.
It'd be crowded, but I think I'd it'd be so much more comfortable. Less lonely, fer sure.
Ah crap, now I have that song stuck in my head.
Must. resist. writing. lyrics.

(Blair is my ex-bf, btw. Idk if you were already informed of this D, so I thought I'd mention it.)

Well, I'm out of things to say. Byee~

Love D.

[DULCIE LORELLE JACOBS]

| I'LL SHINE UP MY OLD BROWN SHOES
I'LL PUT ON A BRAND-NEW SHIRT
I'LL GET HOME EARLY FROM WORK
IF YOU SAY THAT YOU'LL LOVE ME |
xoxox

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Dear D,

It’s day 4 in here. I’m sorry I didn’t write yesterday, but nothing had really changed.
But today something changed! They brought in more of my personal effects, including my beloved DS! <33
They also brought my knitting –too bad I’m not aloud allowed near it yet. ;_;
Apparently I’ll only be allowed to use it in open areas that are monitored by staff because the needles could be used as a weapon to harm others or myself. At first I was surprised, ‘cause in my mind I was all like “but I’m low risk!”
Then I remembered ‘low risk’ is just a nice way of saying ‘still dangerous’.
Although I do understand why they would do it, so I’m ok with it.
At least I have Pokemon to keep me busy!

Oh yeah, and my symptoms are still the same.
Though I am a little happier knowing I won’t die of bordom boredom.
And since there’s nothing else to really say, I’m going to get back to what’s really important…
BEATING THE ELITE FOUR.
Aww yeah.

Love D.

[DULCIE LORELLE JACOBS]

| I'LL SHINE UP MY OLD BROWN SHOES
I'LL PUT ON A BRAND-NEW SHIRT
I'LL GET HOME EARLY FROM WORK
IF YOU SAY THAT YOU'LL LOVE ME |
xoxox

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Dear D,

It's my second last day, and I know I was supposed to write more, but to be honest every day would look like this:

Symptoms are the same.
Finished -insert game name here- and have moved onto -insert new game name here-.
Not gonna lie, most of these games have been Pokemon.
But I did dabble in some Harvest Moon, until I got mad because stupid Popuri wouldn't marry me even though I have ALL THE UPGRADES and all that other crap I need. D<
Grrr.

But back on topic: I only wrote in here today to mention that I'm a little more anxious than before. I assume that's because I'm going to be handing you over to...well, you.
And then I'll be out with everyone else...

Love D.

[DULCIE LORELLE JACOBS]

| I'LL SHINE UP MY OLD BROWN SHOES
I'LL PUT ON A BRAND-NEW SHIRT
I'LL GET HOME EARLY FROM WORK
IF YOU SAY THAT YOU'LL LOVE ME |
xoxox

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Dear D,

So…met some Japanese twins –Akira and Shou. They’re both cute as a button, and Akira has the personality to match. The other’s harsh and kind of scares me got an attitude, though apparently he’s nice once he warms up to you.
Oh, and how could I forget? THEY’RE INTO TWINCEST.
(More like wincest, amirite? ;])
On that note, I think I might have some moral issues that I never realized before.
…
OH WELL. c;

As for stuff that you’d actually want to hear about: I ate today, despite not having the appetite for it, and I said some things I normally wouldn’t have (not big things –and I had a moment where I not only felt pissed at someone, but almost yelled at them!- but hey, it’s a start).
…
…
…
FUCKING TWINCEST.
Is this even reality? Too good to be true, srsly.

Love D.