**`As I Whisper Please`**

[MAHINA HAUKEA]

Possibilities

The Guide To Self Suicide

There's a Possibility,
There's a Possibility,
All that I had was all I'm gonna get.

MMMMMMMMMMMMMM...

Oh the possibilities . . .

I hate myself. I wish it was more obvious. So many things go wrong with me, and I know I'm sick. My mother told me every day. I just wish I could try to beat it out of myself like I used to. But they're so damn bent on keeping me here under watchful eyes. Damn them all to hell. I can't control myself sometimes. At least the tantrums have gotten better.

There's a Possibility,
There's a Possibility,
All I'm gonna get is gonna be yours then
All I'm gonna get is gonna be yours then.

So tell me when you hear my heart stop,
you're the only one that knows!
Tell me when you hear my sobbing, there's a
possibility I wouldn't known.

MMMMMMMMMMMMM...
MMMMMMMMMMMMM...

Thank god for music, if it didn't exist I'd be dead. I'm so tired of the tantrums I'm forced into. It's exhausting. I hate writing in this stupid thing. Why do I do it? To avoid the nurse's suspicion of me. As if I need them on me all day. It'd be easier if people here were more sexual.

Muuah <33

Kitten

Know that when you leave,
Know that when you leave,
Don't worry about me, I follow where you lead.
Don't worry about me, I follow where you lead.

So tell me when you hear my heart stop,
you're the only one that knows!
Tell me when you hear my sobbing, there's a
possibility I wouldn't know.
So tell me when my crying's over,
you're the reason that I'm crying. Tell me when you hear me
falling, there's a possibility it wouldn't show.

MMMMMMMMMMMMMMM...
MMMMMMMMMMMMMMM...

Don't worry about me, I follow where you lead.
Don't worry about me, I follow where you lead.

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